Why now and where I am going ?

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What I am

What I am


I think sexually I am both sadistic dominant and submissive masochist, found one german online test which put percentages out quite nicely:
Du hast erfolgreich den BDSM-Test abgeschlossen.

Ergebnis: Du bist 'Switcher'.

Die einzelnen Neigungen haben bei Dir diese Intensität:
Sadistisch: 50% von maximal 100%
Dominant: 64% von maximal 100%
Devot: 55% von maximal 100%
Masochistisch: 34% von maximal 100%

So I don't enjoy pain, but I enjoy serving both submissives and dominants.

It seems that sexually I search inner balance, when my daily duties demand that I must be dominant sadistic boss type in the real world, I like to be sexually submissive slut type, so I keep inner balance. Of course that means also that if I have taken lot of shit from my bosses my inner dominatrix takes over and I want to dominate sexually.

So I can understand both sides of the coin.


That means that my sexual fantasies can be really dark and weird. Perhaps next blog entry would about some dark fantasy where I play both parts and others found themselves in the situation they normally aren't used to.